"Today, dont even know what happen they asked me questions … I just know something ended something deep a relationship I had with a guy i was deeply inlove with.. He has left me because Underneath me is a battle between pride & shame .. he doesnt love me anymore.. he hates me I can feel it… death is coming closer.. my body is cold the devil is laughing with success but I keep my head held high wishing i was blessed.. All the presents I bought him will be under my bed.. give them to him.. Suicidal thoughts are real.. if you feel like dying , go get help & dont be like me.. let it build up waiting for the right time to leave… but its all love , soonly ill be hearing R.I.P Taylor, gone but not forgotten ~"
